needed closure

I haven't had sex in almost 7 months and I haven't been sexual activity in about 1. I'm kinda going crazy. Between missing him and being horny, I've decided that I need to stay away as much as possibly. Overall, I'm staying away from SB too. I realized what I liked about the summer and it's staying away from everything that is school. I miss all of them dearly but I need this break to just be by myself. It really hard not talking to him. I talked to him everyday last summer, EVERYDAY. I miss him so much. Just having his company. Hopefully things get better. I need to close this.