Affectionate

I want to be affectionate with someone again. I want to hold someone’s hand and be kissed on my forehead. I want to cuddle up in someone’s arms and sense every muscle they use when they laugh. I want to place my head on their heart and hear their pulse quicken. I want to stop thinking about all this mushy gushy shit! But I can’t and its killing me. I miss being affectionate towards someone.