Awkward

So I already know that you still like me and that you want to chill this summer. But honestly, why did you have to say you loved me? Like I don't need that right now. And I can't tell if you were serious or just doing it jokingly. It sucks because I don't even like you in that sense at all. I'm still trying to get over my emotional baggage and shit. I hope he doesn't think I like him. Things are already awkward