uhmp.

I love my sister but I wish she didn't talk so much about her and Matt so much. It kills me hearing their problems and happiness or cute shit because I'm so fucking lonely and needy right now. I can't tell her to be quiet though because, while frankly, I don't know how. I didn't do this to her though. I know I didn't. Needy like no other right now. Not even for the physical shit but just to be cared for you know? Well yea.