how last I posted about my dad making me doubt myself and my decision to do computer science. Why is that funny? Because this morning Kenny text me about this REACH program at USC for students wanting to get a Ph.D in engineering. How the fuck am I supposed to thing about grad school when I can't even decide what I want to do in life. It's so frustrating that this shit would came from him too. Ugh!!
But i'm still going to apply. I emailed the lady asking if I can have a psych professor write a letter of rec for me and I'm emailing one of my math professors now to see what I can do. I have so much doubt right now but applying won't hurt. I need this. And if I don't get it this year then I'll apply again next year. I'm going crazy guys. I rarely doubt myself. I need to find the old me.
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