I've given up.

"Remember when I gave you the opportunity to ask me what problems I have with you. You didn't so I take this as you don't care. I'm not going to blah blah blah blah."
He's right. I don't give a shit about what he has a problem with. I could care less. I'm not going to change myself for someone he continues to find ways to make me feel pain and dread every second I'm home. I not going to change in order to please a man that told my brother he hopes he could become like me. I refuse to change for someone I'm growing to hate more and more each day. I can't keep feeling this way, feeling like shit, like I can't do anything right in your eyes, like I didn't make right decisions in my life, like I'm not worth it. I refuse to be the only one trying to fix a relationship that you clear don't give a fuck about. I'm in pain and sit here and act like you don't see it. But you do and the fact that you continue to give me attitude, make me feel less than, bring up all my mistakes, get mad at things that shouldn't make, not say I love you or goodnight back, shows me that YOU don't care either. I've given up and I don't see hope come around anytime soon.