While I'm here...

I might as well discuss my journey with keeping my distance from you know who. I miss him!! Omg I miss our friendship and I hate that I haven't joked, talked or even hung out with him in so long. Even if I wasn't trying to keep my distance, I have been so busy and I don't know how to even approach anything. Spending time with...I'll call him Neighbor...has really got me confused. I enjoy the attention and I can tell he likes me just from he's demeanor when we watch late night movies. Nothing has happen and I plan to keep it that way. I still think about Aka while I sit with Neighbor, how I wish I was sitting with him instead. All in all though, I'm happy I am still staying away and keeping calm even if it's killing me a little.