I'm starting to get that "why the fuck am I single?!" feeling again. It sucks because I've been having a lot of great moments but today, out of no where, I started to feel lonely. I hate when this spell comes over me. I've really tried to stay away from it and him as much as possible this last week but some how he still comes up. Firs,t it was people continually asking me if we broke up and now it's people asking me what's going on between us now. Why does anyone always ask me? Why can't he get bothered with it? I'm tired. Tired of being left in this zone. A close friend of ours says he know he still secretly wants me back but secretly isn't a enough. Isn't enough to justify this confusion I'm feeling or the fact I'm alone.
I need to just drain myself in my studies again.
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