I cried like a drunk girl over him. He was being nice and asking for me and even asked me to dance. However, he had a girl with him. He held her hand, walked close to her and said awkward when she came by him when we were dancing. He even introduced us to each other. I was so shocked at it all that I ask our friend Dar what he knew and when he said it could be I started crying and had to run away from the crowd. He followed me and comforted me which helped. I felt so pathetic and stupid. I'm so hurt that he decided to act nice and be the guy I want with another fucking girl with him. I hate this. I'm so confused and I want to be done with this all. I feel so stupid. Dar said he will ask him if they were actually talking...I hope not. This girl and him have history, they have been friends for a while and she is very pretty. Gorgeous. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this, I hate this! I can't stop thinking about it either! UGHHGHGHGHGHGH WHY?!
I need to talk to him and get this all off my chest. It's killing me.
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