I asked him if we could talk and he yea about what. I tried to dodge the topic but he wasn't playing that so I said I need to clear up somethings and he knew it was about C. I said yea and he basically laughs at me hard. I felt stupid. He said he knew her since she came off the boat and he was just babysitting. I told him to stop laughing because it truly took a lot out of me to even ask. He stopped and asked if I was mad at him and I said no but I was kinda hurt. He asked why, said I had talked to other guys already. I basically said those niggas didn't mean shit and I haven't liked anyone else. But seeing him hold her hand and people bringing them to my attention and everything was killing me. He said sorry and that if he were to get serious with someone he would let me know.
I'm happy that I asked because now I know but I still feel dumb about it. I'm nervous about how today will be when I see him. He probably won't say anything to me. E v v. I wish I was done with this.
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